Cesar's Thoughts on the U.S. Trip

This trip was really really good for me. I learned to die to myself from the very beginning. When we were traveling, God told me that I was passing through some hard times, and that I could leave the ministry without any condemnation. I could leave it all and live my normal happy life. I could get married and keep rapping. I could do whatever makes me happy. OR I could take up my cross and follow Him, even though there will be struggles, pain, cold times – but my happiness doesn’t compare with what God has for me. God doesn’t promise me that it will be easy, but that it’s worth it all. When I heard this sweet voice, it filled my heart with peace, but it also broke me down. I cried a lot this day, and I felt destroyed and without desire to fight. After that I acted like King David, I got up, I bathed, and I went out to the fight. What? I went out to the fight and took the decision to go with Him until the end.

When I made this decision, I saw the backing of God in my life. When I rapped, I felt like the Holy Spirit used me. God taught me to trust in Him, and only in Him. So, I am leaving my past behind me and going on with my eyes fixed on God